Just Simply Jennifer!

I could spit bullets right now.  I am so upset.  My mom is calling Adam with threatening phone calls.  She doesn’t have the guts to talk to me her own kid, she calls Adam and threatens him, the sucker between the two of us.  (Sorry, Adam, but it true.)

I went out last week…as you all know.  I wrote about it on here.  Did I drink, NO.  Did I do anything wrong, NO.  Is it bad that sometimes I pick up my girl at 2 am, yes maybe.  Do I do it all the time, NO.  Are there worse things?  Yes…  Should I never go out and do things I like?  I don’t think I shouldn’t, being a mom didn’t come with a grounded for life bulletin.

So my mom calls Adam and threatens that Child Services is going to take Kyra away from us.  Both of us….yeah get that, why because I spend so much time in bars.  She is the biggest BITCH on the face of the earth. (Sorry, Mom, but it true.)

I like watching bands.  I like dancing.  It is stuff I enjoy.  They don’t even start until 10, what is so wrong with me going out once in awhile and having a good time.  Yeah, last week.  I spent less than $10 total for the full night out.  I picked up Kyra afterwards and went home to bed.  I was after all about 2 miles from her.

Saturday, Kyra and I went to the park for 4 hours.  Sunday we walked Lake Henrietta.  She is the most loved little girl in the world.  She spent 2 full days…Thursday and Friday with her father, doing fun things.  She then came to me and spent the following 2 full days with her mom doing fun things. 

What is the problem?  I’m not out getting in trouble.  I have a good job, my daughter is well taken care of, we have food and live in a nice house.   I didn’t do anything wrong…I am grown and can do what I want and nobody should interfere, especially from over 200 miles away. 

You don’t know what you are talking about, so shut the hell up, MOM and anyone else who has an opinion.  It isn’t your business nor your place to decide what I do and how I live.

I got my cards back, but that made me have a bad day.  The closer I got to driving that route, the madder I got.  I hate the feeling of being angry.  The student was the one probably most suspected, the one that I always have trouble with, the one that has been written up the most, and the one that already had a permanent front seat.  I guess the principal talked to his parents, but there was no bus discipline…like he isn’t off the bus for any length of time which sucks.

My kids stole $100 from me this morning.  Well, it wasn’t the money directly, but I was selling these Pizza Hut fundraising cards for my Mom’s club.  While I was at the school I went from the front of the bus to the back of the bus to have a discussion with a student that was pulling another students hair.  Thus leaving my front of the bus post and all my 3 things.

Oh…I had a sub bus because mine was getting serviced, so I know it was this group of kids because I only took 3 things from my regular bus when I got out…just prior to this route.

Anyways…I was in the back of the bus.  I let them open the doors to go into school when the teachers come out if I am in the back.  The teachers came and away they went.  One of them with 10 of my Pizza Hut cards all valued at $10 each that I have to pay for.

I called the school and the teachers are on the look out…supposedly.  The principal is going to get on my bus this afternoon to give one of his washed over speeches, probably about right and wrong.  I wonder if he even says anything about theft.  Oh goodie…  I wonder what did I expect even when I called the school???

I guess it was my own fault.  I really shouldn’t have anything worth anything in my bus.  I was selling the cards to the other drivers who always are selling things to me though, so where else do you put things you are selling at work.  Darn it….Aaaahhhhh!   

Payperpost is really ticking me off. They are rejecting any post that is posted next to a Blogger of the Day post, saying that I don’t have enough actual content on my site. It all makes me wonder if they have actually looked at my site. I have more content than the beloved Colleen ever had, no offense Colleen. It is true though.

Here is there rejection notice 2nd time for this post.

Hello Jennifer,

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Here though, look at this: I did 9 post on that same day, of which only that 1 was sponsored and just happened to follow the BOTD post.

Is anything like this happening to you?? Can you believe it??

Today started out fine.  I was up really late last night past 1 am.  Kyra just wouldn’t go to sleep, so I was up.  I naturally slept in this morning.  Adam and his dad are starting to go to church and wanted to go this morning, so off they went.  Kyra and I stayed home and sang ABC’s mostly.  Yeah, I can sing them for hours at a time.

They came home and we went grocery shopping.  This is where it got terrible.  I was going to make ka-bob’s for Father’s Day.  I am trying to get us eating healthier on top of that and those are pretty healthy.  We had a bunch of other stuff we needed too. 

Stan got the little wheelchair cart and Adam got a roller cart and off we went.  It ended up we shopped totally separated from each other who knows exactly why that is.   Kyra was sort of going between us as we met she would trade mom/dad back and forth.  I was with Stan getting his meat items mostly.  The deli sometimes takes forever and well Seafood is much worse.

We got out things all finally and got to the checkout.  Adam was up getting checked out and there were like 4 people in line after him and at every other register that was open.  I decided dumbly to go through the self-checkout which was open. 

It took me forever or course, I have all this produce for the kabobs and healthy food stuff. 

I thought Adam was going to the car and right back in to help us.  Yeah right, he went out got in the car and was waiting for us, but we needed his key chain because we have one of those funky card things for all our deals.  I went out to the car which he was up by the door at least, so I said…hey I need the key chain.

You will never believe what he does next.  I am having a freaking heart attack to this minute about this.  I can’t get it out of my head.  WHY???  I take the key chain go in to scan it.  I turn around and there is Adam standing waiting for it back.  Yeah he followed me in.  Where is Kyra???  Strapped in her car seat outside the store.  Yes, it is clearly visible where we are and he was only going to be a second and blah blah blah.  I storm out and get her.  I am so mad, I can feel my blood boiling.

What the hell was he thinking?  Our little girl sitting in an unlocked car in front of a store by herself for even 1/2 a second is too freaken long.

Anyways, I got her and she was fine totally unnoticing what went on at all.

Our total came to $112 at the end, which of course I had to enter in the machine in small bills mostly $5 and $1.  It took like 10 minutes to enter the money in the machine.  I held and kissed Kyra all the while just freaking out and Adam knew it.  He went and sat in the car.

He acted like I was the crazy for being freaked out. He later blamed his lack of judgement on lack of sleep which makes me even more mad.  I am still mad.  I can’t even imagine if something had happened.  I really need to calm down, but I am not doing well at it.  Everyone should know, he flips out on me for leaving a dirty glass out of place or the toys messy.  The door open is a crime in our house. This also all adds to my craziness.  He has these high standards so high that they are almost impossible to live with and then he can do this. 

I just keep thinking why can’t we do stuff together and all stay together?  Why do we always have to rush?  Why?  There was no rush today.  There was no need to get out of that store quickly at all, but he has to have the car sitting at the front door all rushed ready to go quick.  I am so sick of that part of his personality.  Why? Just why why why???

We left and came home.  I made kabobs like I was going to.  They tasted like the grossest thing I ever ate.  I ate them anyways.  I won’t ever cook those again.  Blah….

That leads me to now.  Everyone in the house is asleep but me.  Sleep deprived Adam better never in his life use lack of sleep for an excuse again.  He can sleep and nap whenever the heck he needs too, but never will this or anything like this ever happen again.  Aaaaahhhhh!

I had AXE strayed on my bus today by the almost same student that did it two days ago.  (Same seat, but the exact same as did this in fall.)

I thought my head was going to explode from anger and I haven’t felt that way in a very very long time.

I did the write up, but I marched myself right into the office to talk to the principal instead of just giving it to the aide that watches the busses unload.

She said she would deal with this and immediately called to get this student brought down to her office, so we will see what he gets for this….aaahhhhh! 

Why do they do this though??