I have never studied so hard for a test and not succeeded in passing it. My study material for this test is not complete enough for the test. I am now ordering another $50 book (this one costed $50 as well but my office paid for it), I will than take a week off and play with Kyra.
I think she thinks I am ignoring her because I play with her so little. I play for an hour or two and then we go lay in bed while I study. That is a complete change for her from when I was driving bus. I miss her extremely. I used to just play with her from like 9 to 2 all day. Now she is at the babysitter’s playing. I end up playing only from like 6-8 in the evening which is also when she is the least happiest of the day. I still get to play all weekend though and I try to make that my plans for all weekend every weekend. We go someplace fun usually on the weekends too.
I used to get on my computer in the evening when I am now playing with her, but now it has all changed. Here I am on the phone on hold working on 3 policies at work and typing on my site now. It is such a dramatic change even after 2 months, I am not used to it yet.