I have been stressing lately over my life as a whole. I am done though with that. I am a quick learn, you know…and not a stresser in general.
I had a nice long heart-to-heart with Adam about us not being together anymore and we both agree that we aren’t going to be. He was acting all weird because I have been meeting new people and going out. He thinks I am going too fast, but it has been over 3 months since he left and way longer since we have been happy. I just have to get on with my life. I think he understands this now and everything is okay.
Anyways, I was also have issues with Stan telling Adam everything I do. It isn’t like I am doing terrible things or anything. But, it should be my decision what things Adam knows about me and not Stan’s. This is a strange situation to be in though as I also understand that I want Stan to talk to Adam. I am also a pretty big part of Stan’s life as he does live with me, so to talk about himself it is hard to not talk about me.
Well, that is where I am at… I think I have them both understanding and both sort of in agreement with what I am doing and saying. We will see how the weeks to come go and I am not going to be stressed.
To relieve some of this stress though, I did my 2nd favorite thing. Drove around taking random pictures of pretty scenery on a terribly hazy and sort of ugly day. Here, what do you think??
We also stopped at this dead end road that had a pen full of heifers at it. It was dark by this point, so I have flash on, but the heifers were sort of coming at us. Here is that photo…
I was going to go to the church park, but there was some sort of event going on there. We just came home.
It was a rather nice day over all and one where I feel stuff was accomplished even though it was almost all mental things and very few physical things.
Have a great night….